Actually receiving my diploma felt so anti-climatic. I've spent the last week going through a lengthy and unpleasant process of returning books, lockers, receiving credit checks, getting seating, getting robes, practicing...

And then the actual ceremony.

It was a relief of fresh air, and exciting none the less, but the actual process just made it so difficult. It must be symbolic the last thing I ever do involving the high school administration is a load of steaming shit. But it wasn't entirely bad! The ceremony was great. Touching, that my Psychology teacher announced my name and I shook hands with the English teacher of Christmas Past, and the English teacher of Christmas Present ( Or very recent past ). And yeah who doesn't love praise, gifts, and an AMAZING fucking dinner. Seriously if you haven't gone to Panda Inn I highly reccomend it. Delicious Chinese food in a great family style atmosphere at an affordable price.

A bit disturbing that I ordered Dumplings though. After reading about the Asian movie, well, lets just say they were bursting with flavor. 

But now that everything is said and done I have to start making some decisions. I don't want to waste the next two months. I have a tendency to do that, waste huge amounts of valuable time. Obviously I'd like to read up on Psychology, and continue reading in general, but thats not going to keep me content twenty four seven. 

I've considered going back into Karate. I might as well, I'm already an orange belt, and I'm sure they'd let me back in as one. But the closest classes offered seem highly unprofessional. A community center in a park. Maybe that's being too picky. And really, I should look at how much it would cost me. But I'd feel more signfiicance and fufillment for doing it right. I need to actually visit the place, and see how professional the atmosphere is. 

Then there was classes I was considering. I was hoping to find something for Spanish and Art. I haven't really found either. Of course thats something I can teach myself, or at least work on myself.

OH I KNOW MAYBE I'LL GO HUNT FOR A JOB--Oh wait thats right they're slicing off my tit. Doubt I'm gonna get hired only to leave in two weeks.

This summer is going to be just as boring and dull for me as the rest of em. Won't even get my license until August, and by then it'll practically be over.